Grandma's health is in bad shape now, her liver can't function properly if it gets worse it might turn to cancer............ That's what I heard from talking to mom this past weekend. after I heard the bad news, my tears started to drop. Called grandma right away, but as soon as I listened to her voice I cried again. I didn't want her to know that I was crying cuz she didn't know the condition of her health. I am such a weak ass cuz my tears just went crazy whenever I talked to her. I hate myself so much now!! Why am I stuck here?? I want to go back and take care of her so bad.
Dear Grandma, you have to take good care of yourself. You told me you would wait for me to go back so we can travel together, remember? And you also said that you would see me be successful and be able to bring you to the state and live together. There are way too much to do in the near future for us. Please keep your promises since I am working hard now to keep mine to you.
Dear God, if you can hear my prayer please give my grandma the strength that she needs to fight for her life. I would exchange my life with her. 10 years, 20 years, 30 years...... doesn't matter, whatever you like you take!! I just want her to be well and happy. I haven't have much time to be a good grandkid, please give me the chance to do that.
I love you grandma and I miss you so much...................................
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